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- Oct 18, 1992
- Sweden
- Deviant for 12 years
- He / Him
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I was born in October -92. I was raised on the island Tjörn on the Swedish west coast. Living close to the sea I spent my first 14 summers swimming, diving, sailing and all the other things one would do when living close to the sea. I won't say that my life have been great, but I do miss some of those things.
School was HELL. Ever since I was eight or nine I was all alone and the freak that no one would speak to. When I was eleven I had my first serious thoughts about suicide and at fifteen I was forced to a psychiatrist, and that led to antidepressants.
Now, I'm free of both psychiatrist and the medicine. But I'm still having thoughts about suicide and I don't have any motivation to do anything.
I've moved in with a good friend, I am unemployed, I am a vegetarian, I like role playing and I would like to become a mathematician.
School was HELL. Ever since I was eight or nine I was all alone and the freak that no one would speak to. When I was eleven I had my first serious thoughts about suicide and at fifteen I was forced to a psychiatrist, and that led to antidepressants.
Now, I'm free of both psychiatrist and the medicine. But I'm still having thoughts about suicide and I don't have any motivation to do anything.
I've moved in with a good friend, I am unemployed, I am a vegetarian, I like role playing and I would like to become a mathematician.
Gimme sympathy.
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Hi dream journal.
I've been home and as I don't have internet there my dream journalism haven't been as active as I'd like it to be. But here goes:
This night I dreamt about a big house with some kind of monsters, everything was very much like the supernatural tv-series. I had the biggest green crowbar and smashed like 1000 spirits with it. In the end they could resist our blows and we run to get away. I woke up while I stood in the door to make sure that all my friends got out. I can remember the feeling of the dream quite well. I remember some rooms of the house and I recognize one of my friends and he too is a supernatural fan. I don't t
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The third night.
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Hi dream journal.
Same as yesterday.
The dreams are lurking at the edge of memory.
I'm hopefull.
I can feel that it's just a matter of time.
Soon I'll be able to remember it all.
Today I'm going to roleplay.
Which means a late night.
With almost no sleep.
If I get any at all before the sun rise.
And I'm not sure where I'm going to sleep.
All this means I'm not sure about writing here tomorrow.
Anyway, take care and see you soon.
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The second night.
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Hi dream journal.
I think I still remember something of a dream from tonight.
I'm kinda angry as I thought I would remember more but everything just slipped of my mind when I tried to get something to write it down with.
Anyway, here are basicly what I can remember:
A big fuzzy landscape that is a blueish grey.
I think that was the last part before I woke up and tried to recall it all.
When I couldn't find anything to write it down with I fell asleep and I'm pretty sure I dreamt:
That I was running in to a small house, grabbing something to eat, I think it was dried fruit.
And then I were looking for something to write down my dream w
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